Anonymous Devotee from India says: Om Sai Ram and please make me Anonymous. I am very much thankful to you for giving such a nice platform to meet fellow Sai devotees and the experience we have we can share here.
I do not know when exactly Baba came into my life, but I remember a cousin sister of mine introduced me with Baba. She is such a nice personality. May Baba bless her. As child, I do not take Baba so seriously. When I was in 9th or 10th standard, that time Baba came into my life. Baba knows everything. He always knows, when I need Him. Even when I didn’t call Him in the troublesome period of my life, but Baba always was there to protect me.
My experience start from here. After my schooling, I entered to my collage life. Everything was going ok. But during that period, I met a person. I loved him with pure heart. But he always tried to take advantage of mine. But every time Baba saved me from that person. Every time Baba was there in the form of picture or idol and showed me the right path. That is only Baba, who can do this for their children. I just love You Baba. Now I can’t imagine my life without You.
After all this, I talked to a person whom, I really do not know, when entered in my life. He made me feel special and made me trust that he will never leave me alone. So for the second time, I trust a person again. He told me everything about his family. Many times I talked to his niece’s also, but not with any other member of his family. I trusted him like anything. One day while checking his brother’s profile on asocial networking site, I got a picture of him as a groom. 1st I thought maybe it is somebody else. But when many friends of mine seen that picture, they all said that he is only him, but still I could not trust on that. So with a friend of mine I went to the Baba’s temple and told Baba to do whatever is right and not to spoil anybody’s life. Because of me in temple I got a book of Baba’s Vrat (fast) book. I prayed to Babaand started the Vrat (fast).
After that things came out like clear picture. I didn’t do anything, but Baba did it for me. At that night, afriend of mine was with me just because I was not in the condition to stay alone that time. She suggested me to talk with any person of the family member of that person, so I have sent an add request to his younger brother on a social networking. Since I do not know the no, he accepted the request and tell me everything that his brother, who were in relationship with me from last two year, got married before 4 months. That time I got broken like anything, after all that I trusted him. That may be possible due to my exam and during that 4 month my grandfather also died. So I thought that, that is why he didn’t told me. So I waited for next two month also that he will speak the truth. But he didn’t.
after two year of long relationship, after a lot off trust, I got disheartened and I was just lost myself. I wanted to kill myself that time only. My Sai was there to take out from all that I do not know what that was. But I only know that my Sai was there for me. Sai is there for me and Sai will always be there for me always for all His devotee. Sai Baba is such a kind God, a kind father of His children, who knows, when and where His child needs Him and He stays always with His children. I just wanted to thank You Baba for all You have given me. I know my thank You is not enough for what You have done for me. But I love You Sai. After this, until I did not get any problem in my life and I believe that Baba is always with me. So I don’t have to worry about anything in my life.
Baba I know I made a lot of mistake in my life, but You forgive them all and stay with me always. Now I just ask You that nobody get trouble cause of me. I don’t know anything, but I know only that You are my father and a father will take care of His children, so I am surrendering my life and myself to You. Now whatever You will do for me, I will accept all because I know whatever You will do for me, will be the best for me. Baba, You wrote this experience. Please forgive me if I made any mistake in this experience. I love You Sai Baba and ask You to be with me forever. OM Sai Ram.